when i found out nick filed a police report, thats when i realized that even the most ardent communists (or is he an anarchist?) will still refer back to the police system when the situation "calls" for it. it felt like how seeing your heroes falter would feel, but i wouldn't say he's my hero or anything. just that, he seemed pretty strong on his anti-cop conviction, so to hear that felt like a small betrayal. though, i understand useing that tool agaibnst a scummy, wannabe slumlord who rents a property for one thousandf, divides it into five cubbies, and rents those for a thounsad-plus each to a bunch of young proferssionals who's parents pay that dumb price. he sucks, so i underatnd to an extent. still, unexpected

haven't taken any psychedelics in months. going to change that soon

i have to mail out a package later. i've adressed envelopes countless times at this point and still i find myself having to google image search how to properly writ the name and address on them. even though it's starightforward i need the reassurance of an ugly jpeg. no muscle memory yet

i'm accruing late fees on a book as i type this. have to hurry with that

started scannig paper pieces i have in order to try and do some digital collages. its my way of circumventing the single-use nature of these sorts of things. i'm feeding the hoarding problem, taking it digital.