i feel like i have to do something different. like that everything has gotten monotnous and i need to take action to steer it away from that direction. though i'm not totally sure what to do to accomplish that. part of this stems from my lack of sleep last night. being more tired than usual has forced me to sit and think about things too much. i've been staring at my phone all day. i think that contributed as well. i'll make a list of things to do and hopefully that will keep me busy. even writing this is hard

i think just going to bed would help a lot with this feeling

i'm also considering a break from socials again. specifically twitter this time, since thats the one i gravitate towards to the most. ig already doesn't feel necessary. don't spend that much time on it anymore, not since my longer break last summer. twitter is where my tiome dissapears. i don't find the screentime warning useful. i need to avoid using it altogether. can't be too hard. gonna make my goal to have my average for this next week under four hours. seemingly impossibel now considering todays is at least eight hours. i don't even want to check

apart from that i suppose i should look for supplementary job. don't want to but i should start integrating myself with the 'real world' once more. the one=year mark of this lifestyle is fast approaching. the breaks been long enough

i'm planning to take my little honda to austin soon. i had intended to do it this next weekend, but schedules gfot rearranged. will probably be the first weekend of february. should be interesting to see if i can get there. and how i feel doing longer-distanced rides

i need to get out on my bike again soon

i'm 'growing out' a 'mustache'