it's around six in the morning. i haven't really slept and i'd been telling myself to type another one of these out so i figure now would work. the sky outside is turning blue. i have laundry in the dryer that should be done by now, but i don't feel like walking down two flights of stairs

there's a rash on my right arm that, in my opinion, resembles the hawaiian archipelago. not sure if it's due to some sort of allergy. i know that last week i was drinking a chocolate/almond smoothie and my throat started to itch. never felt that before and i've had that drink months ago multiple times. i didn't finish it

handed out miller high lives and aperol like it was water on saturday. people complimented my crop top. do they not think of it as pandering? i feel like if i saw a guy wearing one i'd be suspicious of, like, ulterior motives. i guess that just says more about me

i should've purchased my ticket to new york months ago. don't like that it was almost thirty dollars. there's another one of those mincecraft virtual concerts coming up on the fifteenth, i think. i told kim that i was going to 'attend' and she laughed

i have ten pairs of shoes with me and it somehow still doesn't feel like enough. i left some olive pants at home that i meant to bring