ok so i did switch to the smaller data plan but i'm seeing i lost a discount i had so it's really only five dollars less but i get two gigabytes less. it's actually worse, value-wise. that said, still motivation to be on it less when out

i didn't go to the minecraft concert. i went out last night and then today none of the names stuck out to me. i found the gecs set so it's not like i'm never going to hear it

friday night i made myself a spritz and went to some small party people were throwing for a mutual friend's birthday. i didn't particularly like being there. i mostly just hid out in a friends room. drank some millers&aperol. julia said i'm gross for that. showed people pc music and they didn't really like it. ate a small amount of [redacted] and hit a dab pen. went to a bar but left within like fifteen minutes at most. i didn't really like anyone there. i don't talk to them. they seem annoying. and i especially wasn't going to talk to them at that point. my mind wasn't there. walked home and walked around a bit. played chess against coulson. i won. i think that's about where that night ended. friday

then last night i went to a party out in manayunk. it was just a small house thing where we all just drank and talked. caught up. etc. it was nice to see bryan. tried convincing him to come see brockhampton. i think i convinced coulson to come too. anyway drank a lot there too. i guess i shit talked some people i didn't know and that was recorded and sent to them. i don't mind. it doesn't mean anything to me. in general though, glad that's over with. two nights in a row is a lot

the thing about the regional rail is that if you say you paid with the key card they'll most likely take your word for it. like, i had one fare collector pretend to read the card with her machine. she even said 'beep'. then yesterday the fare guy said it was fine when i flashed the card and just gave me the little paper slip. i mean, i thought i had enough fare but the machine declined me. it wasn't my intention, but it worked out

i've been eating worse and more, while moving less

i'm thinking of selling my bike at some point between now and, like, april. i don't see myself wanting to take it home. it's heavy and needs more work that i'm not willing to finance

going to 'redact' some things cause i'm too honest i guess. i don't think so but whatever