ok, i'm finally getting stuff done. feels, good. i'm going to continue working on stuff today, between packing and wasting time

i don't think i'll be able to get into the darkroom. i asked an ra to like, let me in, but i don't think she got that. kinda just directed me to campus safety

while i wouldn't have minded staying in principle, i'm glad to get out because being here has been similar to house arrest. they never even gave me the option to apply for their 'dining' plan, so i never got food from them. they never unlocked the swipe-access to my house, which meant that anytime i left my house, i'd have to jump back in through a window. which is annoying, especially since some faculty live within eyesight of the window i jump in through. my house has also been really cold, so waking up shivering sucks. while i liked being able to wake up whenever, and listen to music loudly, and just generally do what i want without judgement, i'm also tired of eating the same stuff everyday and kinda just want to not have to worry about when or what i'll eat

i know that sounds a bit extreme, like i'm complaining, but i just want it to be clear that my college hasn't been as helpful as you would expect and institution that has gotten money from you for four years would at least attempt to be

i hope i don't track covid into my home

a piece of my broken tooth chipped off last night. was a little funny. it had that texture that fallen teeth have. i don't know how to describe it. kinda, like, a mineral?