i havent gotten my unemployment. i'm in a sort of limbo. i haven't been denied, but also not approved. i got a call a couple days ago from someone in that department that told me to call them back by the twenty-first. i'll do that first thing tomorrow. maybe not first, but i will do it tomorrow. i've requested twice so ideally i get those and a third one. manifesting these checks right now

went to skate with j the other day. we both took some falls and hurt our left knees. pretty sure they hurt their's worse. nonetheless, i also fell. i'm making progress. i can land a still ollie now. for the most part. next step is a moving one i suppose. it's been about a month. a little less maybe. could have practiced more than just a few times a week but it's ultimately whatever

i have to give my computer to my sister for school. she's starting college and she's going to need one, especially considering the whole pandemic. this means around august twentieth, i won't have a computer anymore. that's going to be annoying. but, i know that my parents aren't in a position to buy her a new, capable one. so it's a sacrifice on my end. all i'm gonna ask of her is to not mess up her freshman year. i did my first semester. my brother did for both. she should be the first to move past that. fingers crossed

i'm like, three beers in and i'm really feeling them. haven't had a real meal all day other than breakfast. i was on maybe two or three hours of sleep and decided to get breakfast from burger king, which was a mistake. fell asleep again after eating my order and then woke up hours later with an upset stomach. this kept me from eating throughout the day. had only carbs, really, in the form of cereal or bread. cookies too. is it dysmorphia (it wants to auto-correct to 'dysphoria' but i don't think that's right) when i look in the mirror and hate how i look? i think im too full. that i need to lose weight again. i'm trying to eat one big meal a day, usually for lunch or early dinner, so as to help lower my total consumption. not sure if it's working

im glad i'm on here again. didn't realize how long it had been

but yeah, i'm hoping to build myself a desktop since i don't intend on moving anytime soon. so i won't need a laptop until next year at the earliest. maybe my parents will help fund this as a thanks for giving up my computer. not counting on it though

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i have to replace the battery on this computer before giving it away since it dies in under two hours now. i'm ordering that tomorrow. i can replace it myself. spent a couple days figuring out how to do it. messed up my computer but only aesthetically. did clean it up a bit from the inside. the fans don't sound like they're struggling as much anymore, which i thought would help the battery life, but it shut down at around fifty-percent on me earlier. so yeah, battery issues for sure

everyday i inch closer to just using my private ig as my new one. still noth quite there yet